Striving for Antiracism:

My Imperfect Journey

Striving for Antiracism: My Imperfect Journey is a candid, courageous memoir and learning companion by Casey Tonnelly, a white, non-binary, neurodiverse facilitator and coach. Through powerful storytelling and lived experience, Casey traces their own transformation from someone who believed they were “one of the good ones” to a person actively engaged in the lifelong work of unlearning racism and striving toward antiracism. This book offers an honest account of resistance, reckoning, and revelation—inviting readers to see how deeply racial narratives and societal socialization shape our identities and assumptions. Casey’s vulnerability and humor make complex topics like white privilege, defensiveness, and cultural humility accessible, offering an imperfect but deeply human case study of what it means to commit to change. This book is not a manual—it’s an invitation to join the journey.

 
 

 
 

Striving for Antiracism: My Imperfect Journey — Book Club Discussion Guide

The Striving for Antiracism: My Imperfect Journey Book Club Discussion Guide is a comprehensive and thoughtfully designed companion to Striving for Antiracism: My Imperfect Journey. It invites readers to not just read the book, but to sit with it, discuss it in community, and deepen their personal and collective engagement with antiracism work.

The Discussion Guide mirrors the ethos of the book—imperfect, vulnerable, courageous—and serves as a bridge between personal story and collective transformation. It is as much a tool for conversation as it is a framework for community care.

 
 

 
 

Antiracism Recipe Card

The Antiracism Recipe Card is a simple yet powerful reflective tool designed to support individuals as they move from passive learning to active practice in antiracism. Structured around key ingredients such as Commitment, Resources, Accountability Practices, Tools, and Mindset & Behavior Shifts, this card prompts users to think critically about how they show up in the work of racial justice. It encourages learners to make their antiracism work concrete and actionable by writing in personal strategies and commitments. Whether used as a self-check, workshop prompt, or group activity, this card supports sustainable, reflective, and embodied learning.

 
 

 
 

Justice Apology Worksheet

The Justice Apology Worksheet is a visual accountability statement that models the practice of acknowledging harm and affirming the humanity and dignity of those affected by systemic oppression. Crafted in a tone of radical empathy and truth-telling, the poster serves as both an educational artifact and a tool for cultural change. It expresses regret and responsibility for the role individuals and institutions play in perpetuating racism, while simultaneously committing to transformation and repair. Ideal for classrooms, workplaces, community spaces, and public forums, the Justice Apology Poster invites viewers to reflect on what justice-rooted apology looks like—not as a performance, but as a step toward repair and relationship.

 
 

 
 

(Still) Striving for Anti-Racism: Moving from an Intellectual Understanding Towards Embodiment

This comprehensive and interactive journal is a full resource to help all individuals connect with their own intellectual understanding of the racial inequities and injustices that exist in society. Inside, there are facts, reflection questions, ways to get engaged, and activities to move from your intellectual understanding of something towards embodiment.

 
 

 
 

Striving for Anti Racism: A Beginner’s Journal

This interactive journal is a resource to support all individuals interested in deepening their racial analysis and understanding. Inside, you’ll find activities, journal questions, trivia, learning insights, and more. If you, your family, your friends, or your team have interest in doing collective work to advance racial equity, this tool is for you!

 
 

Instructions for Journal optimal printing

The journals are in PDF format that can be filled out electronically and/or printed. If printed, the journals are designed to be printed landscape and double-sided, with pages flipping on the short edge. The pages are also designed to leave room for stapling along the left-side short edge (so the journal opens like a book).